Wednesday, March 14, 2007
i know it's stupid to type 2 entries in 1 day. but...there's jus sth which makes me wonder n think alot alot.
actually it's more on my bf. i've tried many many times to trust him. yet and again, i dunno why i get suspicious today. his hands were blue-black etc etc...still there's some wounds on him. i set tt aside.
there's some extra cash in his wallet, which he took a long time before telling me where he gt it from.
is he trying to drag time and think of a good way to lie?
it's jus so weird u see. normally when i reached jurong east i dun have to report to him, but like jus now, he asked me to call him when i reach boon lay. like it's so weird u get wad i mean. he's trying to hide sth. yet i cant figure wad it is. i feel so terrible.
i know u ppl mus be wondering why i can two-time while he cant right?
i cant ans this qns too. really don't. i know im selfish by doing so but....
normally he'll ask me, why i can go out with frens while he cant. this one i can ans. it's because his frens are those tt either goes clubbing or ktv. those ktv where girls acc them tt kind. they even capture their supervisor with another women. me and my frens are plain shopping which occurs in the daytime. his is usually at night. they'll get themselves real drunk and all.
so it's not tt im selfish afterall....it's because both events occur at a different time and different motive.
10:13 PM
