Thursday, February 08, 2007
为什么要这样对我？干脆你直接告诉我。我觉得自己打给你已经没有意义了，因为你不会听我的电话，也不会回电。
考试已经到一段落了，可是心里很不开心。已经久就没见到你了，这一切对你来说是什么？我的眼泪已经忍不住了，心里一直很想把你忘了，可是我办不到。我希望你做任何事都能给个交待，那包括不想和我在一起。
我不是个垃圾，不要的时候就丢在一边。
我已经逼自己笑了，逼得好辛苦，好假。可是我告诉自己，至少我还能笑，就算是假的笑，都像是真的似的。
爱情永远是我最悴落得地方。我认输。不想爱也不要爱。
心里好烦啊。went to look at fortune center route. okay la, not as bad as wad i think lo. didnt see much ah-peh. haha. and my frens keep frightening me. diao.
tax paper was okay but, where to find someone who's so stupid to change the correct ans to the wrong one. fuck. i jus wanna kill myself.
went for steamboat with them. nice. after tt bernard ask dear if he wanna come down find me, den i say dun need. when i wanted to go home, tt's when i gt so pek chek. no cab at esplanade, no cab at marina square, no more calling of cab available, quarrel with dear, hop on to free ride to city hall at 9.30pm, reached home at 10.45.
mus thank my beloved frens for waiting with me. hehe.
okay, it's time to slp. meeting dear tml early in the morning. for breakfast n I WANT THAT DRESS. heh.
11:13 PM
