Sunday, February 04, 2007
well...i dunno wad's wrong with me. totally hasnt been myself the whole day. easily irritated. is it due to my
pre-menstrual syndrome or is it sth tt's bothering me.
i
knew i miss him, yet i said nth. tt's just not me. but well, wad can i do? im already trying very hard to act strong, to make it like he doesnt matter to me anymore, but...i knew the pretence couldnt last. there were times when i hate myself so much. at times i feel like crying, yet i tried to distract myself not to even think of you.
how much do you actually understand me? went for hair treatment, cut my hair shorter. hell, i hate it when my hair becomes so short, but...haix....wad can i do, hairdresser jus snip it off, so let it grow again lor. haix.
bought a wardrobe...HEARTPAIN AR...
reached home, bath, and den off to meet dear.
not much studying done today because the waiting time for treatment it DAMN long...haix...let's not talk abt it...i wait until very very pek chek.
last night chatted with jl. was suppose to slp early because i have to wake up ard 8am today. the call ended at 3am. heng i tell him im tired, else he will continue. muahaha. kidding la.
如果事情还是没有转变，那一个人生活还是最好的
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