Tuesday, February 06, 2007
one more paper to go....hmmm....today paper i dun wanna say much la. i guess im going to flunk. but who cares....
the past few irritation were due to pms. but somehow it jus didnt go off.
there's so many things i wanted to blog down, yet i dunno where to start from.
have been thinking alot lately, while i was in the car ytd and also during my free time la. when have a guy ever been serious to me? i hate questioning myself but i wanna know the ans.
i went for dear's cousin wedding. well, it was okay but the food sucks big time. im not gonna damage the restaurant reputation so i wun be saying the name out la. somehow ppl's eyes keep wandering off to other girls. wad can i do? he gt tired of my looks already, gt tired of my figure. he wanted girls with
big boobs that explain why his eyes jus couldnt get off frm their
breast.
well, i dun wanna repeat myself, but if u r not going to cherish me, i dun find any reason continue-ing. you always says u are jus looking ard, but u didnt say u were specifically looking at them, eyes following their footstep while they walk past. can any guys jus explain to me why.
firstly u was the one telling me u cant live without me, the next moment u were busy oogling and drooling over other girls. let me tell u, if there's any guys who likes me right now, i wun hesitate to leave you. not anymore when u dun even cherish me. if ur heart cant settle down, no point wasting our time together. 1yr 8mths only and u r tired of me.
now i know why guys looks at me when i go out. this is retribution and im suffering because u were busy looking at other girls and other guys are busy looking at me. next time dun come telling me and complaining how much u hate those guys looking at me, because b4 u say tt pls think of yourself first. u were busy looking at other girls and wad abt their bf. they will have the same thinking, mind you.
i feel better living alone. no worries, nth at all.
hopefully my attachment wun be a place whereby it's all girls. i need some handsome guys to brighten my days. haha.
enough of my bullshit la.
不爱就说不爱，为什么要逼自己和我在一起，自己却把我当透明的。这样的爱，我不要，也不希罕。
现在的我，谁都不想要。因为我知道终有一天那个特别的他会出现的。
我想我可以习惯一个人生活，我想我可以假装不曾爱过。。。。。
another day filled with
unhappiness.
2:20 PM
