Wednesday, February 14, 2007
how many ppl actually understand me? jl dun believe it's really over. so funny. he actually counted how many times i told him i broke with him. but c'mon, the serious-ness in my tone. with me crying so badly over the other side and him laughing at me. how would one feel.
been so long ever since i last cried. the tears all building ard my eyes. u know how hard it is for me to control? the stress during attachment? who knows? so many times i really wanted to give up the attachment job, how many times i feel like bursting into tears. who can i tell, who can i talk to? it's so hard, so tough, deadlines are so near. how???
the fear every morning i encounter, who really knows? the fear of stepping into client's office, the fear of auditing for them, the fear and frustration of not being able to trace....im already very very stress, i cant even vent my anger on him, cant even do this or do that. now tt it's over, im kinda peaceful. no more phone calls asking me why i didnt call him up etc etc.
no turning back because this is also part of his decision.
thanks junwei for always being there for me. hee...i'll ring u up if i really needs you. =)
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