Saturday, January 20, 2007
i've studied abit of audit. i've no choice but to plan out a time table ytd. if not i bet audit n ff will be left untouched till the last min. well i jus couldnt focus at all. not at all. mind has been drifting away. i dun even know wad's wrong.
i didnt talk abt it yesterday. somehow dear's bro gf shorts were found in dear's closet and dear claims tt he didnt know her shorts was inside. i dunno who should i believe. it's impossible for dear's mum to open up his closet and place her shorts in because normally she jus left it on the bed. if it's not dear, den mus be she herself trying to set me up. basically she had the whole room to herself when we were having dinner, and den her bf was bathing so the next alternative will be she trying to set me up. MISSION FAILED. i realise it so too bad.
reason why i said tt it was her trying to set me up is because she stayed over on sunday night and return home on monday. if her shorts was washed by dear's mum, den most probably it will dry by tues or wed. on wed i took out my shorts to change, i didnt realise any EXTRA shorts in the closet, and ytd when i went dere it so happen tt when i was abt to go home, i realise her clothes. she's someone i'll suspect. she have a totally different mindset from others. fancy rejecting a $2000+ job when she jus finish her studies. trying to sell herself high. dear's been irritated by her because she nv fails to turn up on weekends, like she doesnt have a shelter. i was fed up too because she's always sleeping her day away instead of tidying up the room filled with dust. and im angry because im always the one cleaning the room.
the last alternative is, maybe she has a fling with dear. if tt's really the case, den let it be. haha. it's not as if no one wants me la. im still young. haha.
argh!!! i seems to get so bloody upset with lil things in life nowadays. wad's wrong with me? a lil thing can irritates me to the fullest, leaving me in deep thoughts. i've very gd imaginations so u cant blame me.
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