Sunday, January 14, 2007
i hate myself. i definately hate myself to the fullest. i dunno wad's wrong with me nowadays. i dun usually throw phone here and there, yet today i threw my fav sony ericson on the floor and wad's next, my 6680. the whole of 6680 was GONE. lcd totally gone. i dunno how much i've to pay for repairment. i so fucking hate myself.
i felt so sorry to dear. it all started because im violent. played some stupid hide-and-seek at his area. make him run up and down with me. at first i wanted to leave him once and for all, but some to think abt it, it's actually my fault that this quarrel starts, i mus be responsible and give him a good ans. im so sorry dear. such thing will nv happen again. by the way when we quarrelled at the hdb flat, dear nearly jump down when i said i wanted to break up with him. i was stunned too, but the only words that came out of my mouth was, 'DEAR'.
from now on, i'll treasure our relationship. no matter wad i'll learn to treasure. i love u, i really do. i dun wanna be control by fate, i want to control fate. i know i can make it.
10:50 PM
