Saturday, December 09, 2006
im supposed to be studying right now but...haha...again, i couldnt concentrate. was far too tired. i wish i can sleep without worries. like ive said i hate the schedules. haix. even when im out to enjoy on my birthday, i tink of the test coming up. like what the hell, i should be enjoying but instead im worrying on how im gonna study for my papers. life's so stress in s'pore.
main worry will be taxation.
was shopping online. haha. so farnie. even if the accessories or clothes catch my attention i doubt i'll get it from them. saw many cute and pretty stuff...haha.
dear was posted to bukit batok. haha. keeps complaining to me. duh. but there gt female supervisor so i doubt it'll be boring for him. jus tt dunno why he keeps complaining it's so busy etc etc...maybe trying to cover up sth. haha. somehow i cant be bothered. because if not frm baby, i wouldnt know that he complained to him abt my behaviour. like wth. he himself told me he keeps everything to himself, but yet, it's otherwise. when i confronted him (but not that obvious that it was said by baby la) he says he didnt. so let it be. anyway it's not like i didnt lie to him b4 la.
daddy's gonna visit granny later. feel like following but then...haix...still have to meet dear. dunno why recently i dread meeting him. sometimes i really wish to be single again. maybe because im attached for 1 and a 1/2 years straight, that's why i miss single life. cant go clubbing cant go out with my frens w/o his approval etc. anyway even if i wanna go clubbing, mummy n daddy would definately say 'NO'. haix...still 18. wad to do. 3 more years to be free from restriction. haha.
back to studying facc. this time really mus concentrate le. else tues paper gone case.
2:10 PM
