Sunday, December 17, 2006
chatted with him for awhile.
everything seems okay on the outside, but i guess he wasnt feeling happy deep down. request to be back to slp. i have no rights to stop him la. haa. let him be.
trying so hard to remain laughing. around my eyes were tears that were threatening to drop. bu kai xin. hen bu kai xin. he make me tell him how i feel. wo shuo le. ke shi ta de sheng ying ting qi lai hen bu kai xin. wo de cuo.
after the phone call, i broke down. no shoulders to rely on, but my pillow. ren le ji tian ji ye de yan lei zhong yu gt it's freedom. wo bu kai xin.
1:20 PM