Wednesday, November 08, 2006
when can i actually smile again? when can i actually stop crying myself to slp? im so tired of everything ard me. can i stop everything from going further, going deeper???
i've lose confidence. i've lose the battle.
i knew all along u dun like me. jus a one-sided thing. entertainment. wadever shit. dun need any explanation.
emotionally, physically n mentally DRAINED OUT.
maybe staying loyal was the only option.
i may be giving up things i once own, things i once treasured so much, people i once loved so much. because it only happen in fairy-tales. i dun believe in one-sided thingy.
im just talking rubbish. laugh for all u wan. im not bothering, im not going to give a damn.

will this be the last?
2:39 PM