Thursday, November 09, 2006
waited in vain. no msg, no call from him. phone keeps ringing but none was from him. somehow i sense sth amissed.
i rather u tell me wad u are thinking. even if u wanted to end this complicating and tiring relationship with me, jus say so. i hate calling and den msg-ing u all the time and den get some cold response.
that guy who sms me ytd was wen long. okay, i really couldnt recall him asking me out previously, but erm, haha, he's funny, keep calling me princess and ask me to be his princess. well, i dun really know wad he meant when he ask me to be his princess and weird is that he didnt ask if i was attached. he asked me out for lunch tml, but erm, haiz, i rejected him because i finds it weird la. but i mus really thank him for remembering me. lol. somehow he did disturb me when im studying but so far so gd because when i tell him i wanna study he automatically will ask me go study and den sms later. lol.
i dunno how things will eventually turn out to be. i dunno why i cant stop thinking of you. even when im sms-ing with wenlong, u jus keep popping into my mind. i miss hugging u, i miss biting u, i miss kissing u and i miss ur laughter ur voice ur everything. i dunno how my days will be like w/o u. i dun dare to imagine, i dun dare to think.
when i tink of u, i can jus smile for no reason.
tell me it's not true.
recently sleep until 10plus 11 den will wake up. maybe is because i've been slping early in the morning like 2plus going to 3. my body clock have changed and next week will be a terrible week for me le.
im so tired of my schedule. study study and study. but taking some breaks when i felt nth can go in.
i miss you and i need you.
3:40 PM
