Tuesday, November 07, 2006
so i was right all along. he's forgotten abt it. so no point bringing it up. shall use the time to study. =)
i should be feeling happy. but somehow i cant smile like normal. like i've said 'fakeness'.
my happiness can only last a while.
im trying to be strong, not to be so emotional all the time. so hard. hopefully when sch reopens i can be happy again.
i dunno if we can survive this few weeks. it's close to 1 month. cannot see u for 1 month, cannot call you for 16-17 days. i may jus forget abt ur existence. memories stays in the heart. like wad happen between me and darryl. situation is abt the same.
drink drank drunk.
treasuring every moment, capturing every memories till the day you ask to leave.
laughing at me as if im a fool. but wad i said was true.
if companion was the thing u r searching for, den...
i may not have very gd memorising skill when it comes to studies but for relationship it's otherwise. i wun blame u for forgeting but i'll blame u for making me feel terrible. for i know im insignificant in ur heart. thanks.
ive gotta clear by heart. tml will be a better day. no studying at the moment.
tonight will be the day for me to cry my hearts out. 
when will this happy 'me' be back?
10:47 PM
when will this happy 'me' be back?
