Sunday, November 12, 2006
jus a short update for baby who is flying off tonight. hehe. hopefully he gets to read.
well, last nite we chatted from 12 plus to ard 5am. haha. i didnt even notice the time. all along i thought it was only 3 plus. because i dun feel tired.
miss him like hell. have to count down. starting from 17 days. hehe.
not very long la. less than 3 weeks. haha. ( m i consoling myself???)
still kinda upset n angry with them. haha. my parents i mean.
dad's word still playd thru my mind. at first i wanted so much to talk back but sth held me from speaking. yes, it is true that i gets everything i want, be it handphone, be it laptop etc etc. sometimes they will give me some extra money for shopping etc. i know my bro dun get such a treatment. he have to earn and then spend his own money. i gets 250 per month while he gets only 200. but this time round they are buying a car for him. wad's there to say. 50,000 plus thingy compared to those small tiny things. xiao wu jian da wu lehx. and worse is i get to suffer when he bought the car from him. dad planned to pay them off in 1 year. mum ask me not to spend too much. and im someone who spent a lot and suddenly u restricted me from spending. how can i actually survive.
i must get a job to keep me occupied and definately to escape HOME. but but but....there's still many things to consider. i dun have so much time. only 24 hrs per day. im not independent. i cant survive without frens. argh!!!!
considering considering considering.
a short update can turn out to be a lengthy one. but at least i finally feel so much better after blogging. phew!
baby u gotta take care of urself there. no worries i wun forget u de. =) muack
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