Monday, November 06, 2006
jus quarrelled. gt nth much to say. tired. exhausted. always comparing my studies with his work. saying that he is more stress than me. i cant be bothered la. blaming everything on me. tml will be our 1yr 5mths together. i wonder how it goes.
dun tink we can continue further. he's getting tired of me, and same goes to me. can talk abt one issue for dunno how long. somehow i realise i cannot be happy for this year. unlucky year for me. no relationship works out well. studies not up to expectation. everyone ard me seems to be making use of me for one issue. im jus so tired of it.
from now on i shall just rely on friends. if this r/s doesnt works out well, i may jus abandon it. daddy warned me abt it le. he will make my life miserable if i break up with him. true. very very true. he's making me miserable right now. that's why daddy doesnt wanna talk much to him. if not next time he wun be afraid of daddy le. hee hee.
still scolding me on the phone. haha. but im not listening. sorry for being so rude. but im really really tired. it's always during the exam/test period that we quarrel. i cannot tolerate anymore.
so wad's so great loving 2 guys. when both takes you as a rubbish. 1 will say, 'once i hang up i will nv call'. the other one will say, 'im chatting with her, dun call. dun reply etc.' ya, im treated as a rubbish.
so just dun bother abt me.
10:23 PM
