Saturday, November 25, 2006
jus had a quarrel with him again. sometimes i feel as if im single. i wanted to go shopping tml, but then he said he have to work. ok lo, nvm. last time when ur dad is not working that time, u work 2 sundays for a month, now ur father started working, u work for 4 sundays for a month. i jus ask u whether u can for 1 sunday dun work, acc me go shopping, u started saying it's ur turn to work this sunday, last sunday when i wanted to go vivo, u said u have to work on that sunday. so we can only go after ur work. sometimes i wonder where exactly do i stand in ur heart. ur work, ur family seems so much impt than me. i merely requested for 1 day for me, and yet u cant make it. u always says that after ur work den go, u cant even rmb my family will be having dinner at sakura tml's night. u claim that u work hard for the future. u claim that u dun have enough to spend every month. i dunno wad u mean. are u trying to hint sth?
guys pride and ego. when we are outside, u insist on paying, after which u will start saying things which is unpleasant. i didnt ask u to pay, but u insist on paying. it's not as if i dun have money to pay for stuff i like. dun have to pamper me in front of others, let others envy me and behind them started to say im spending ur money. i can ask my parents to pay you back if u want. I DUN NEED A SINGLE CENT FROM U. GET IT? i dun understand why my parents dun mind spending money treating u to dinner, treating u to restaurant etc. wad abt ur parents? jus merely a coffeeshop treat. well, anyway that wasnt them treating, it was shared among siblings, yet i didnt say anything. my parents didnt say anything. everytime when there's family dinner they will ask u along, not matter how expensive the food is. they dun mind and yet when i spend like 50 over dollars, u started nagging. maybe i should warn my parents abt it. ask them not to invite u for dinner etc.
jus wanted to go shopping with u, so difficult. when i wanted to go shopping with my frens, u keep saying no. mux beg u etc. den when ur frens wanted to go out, u wanted to go with them. when i dun allow, u not happy. i can spend all my free time with u, yet when u are free u rather spend the time with ur fren. WHERE DO I STAND????
ask me go out with frens. wth. ppl where gt time for me. attached de attached, single de gt their own program. suan le. i rather go alone. gt bf like no bf, gt frens like no frens. dun be offended. im not trying to say anything here, jus that erm that's wad i feel la.
i dun understand. i dun wanna know. u claim u put me in the first place. but ur action cant prove anything.
jus came back from my grandma hse. was woken up by dad. dim sum with granny and grandpa. hehe. yum yum. dad's treat though. nearly fell aslp in the car. den send my granny to kranji cus she meeting her frens dere. waiting for the time to pass. *yawn*
last night sms with baby until fell aslp. haiz. dunno how many times le. sorry baby. haha. still missing him. haix. hopefully wed can see him. hehe.
was reading her blog ytd. kinda sad and tears jus flow down. i feel sad for her, i dunno how to console her. all i can do was to lend her a listening ear, hoping that she will be fine. hoping that she wun tink so much. haiz. im such a useless fren who cant do much seeing her fren suffer.
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