Wednesday, November 08, 2006
i dunno if i should wait. but i know that if im going to wait, i will get nth still. so conclusion is, im not waiting. after blogging im proceeding to studying.
wanted to let go, but millions of unbearable. ( ownself translate la.) cannot stop myself from msg-ing and calling. i miss him so much, but who understand. not even him. yet again a one-sided thing.
must thank kelly for acc me chat on msn. mus thank edmond for chatting with me too. and mus thank junliang for telling me wad to study. hee.
there was this guy who suddenly send me a gd night msg. and i ask him who's he. dots. he said he rmb me, but wah die la i cant rmb. somehow he said sth which makes me laugh. -he said im cute and special-. wah, now den i know. at least he makes me realise my existence is not wasted. at least someone do rmb i exist.
okay i tink i know who's he le. quite cute leh. bleah.
i hope i dun give ppl the wrong idea of me flirting ard or wad. jus that we are only frens.
you did not break my heart, you jus tore it apart.
11:02 PM
