Thursday, November 30, 2006
i dunno if changing the song is better or wad. the more i listen the more i feel like crying.
whole day in sch, nv really pay much attention during cost accounting. i was thinking of him, whether he's taken his lunch etc. he's someone who can makes me worry so much for him, but yet and again, he wun know, and he cant be bothered.
many a times, i wanted to let the tears flow, but i dun wan ppl to see the weak me. i didnt know my eyes was obvious till the extend tt von actually ask me if i've cried. yes i did cry it's all because of him. i know im insignificant, im nth. evrything happens because wo yi(1) xiang(1) qing(2) yuan(4) de.
like wad ching said, sometimes it's like im the one holding on to the r/s. it's like he dun bother, it's like everything is one-sided. it's like i dun exist to him. yet i dunno why after all this treatment from him, i still love him a lot a lot. when i says i dun bother, i bothers a lot. when i said i dun wanna be the one sms-ing or calling him, im still the one taking initiative. yes im stupid, always cheated by guys.
schedules are kinda packed.
on the 8 dec will be the handing up of FF proj, 11 dec will be tax CA2, 12 dec will be facc CA2.
i wanna watch yin yang yan. mus ask dear to acc me go watch someday else later no more screening le. haha. hopefully he gt the time else we'll be tied down with dvds again. boo!
wenlong sms me during cost tutorial. haha. i didnt reply him. i dunno why when i saw his sms, i jus deleted it straightaway.
im such a bitch a slut.
10:05 PM
