Wednesday, November 29, 2006
before i do anything, i jus wanna blog. haha.
i get to see baby today. abit weird suddenly. but after a while get use le. suppose to be happy but somehow im not. i dunno why i jus feel like crying but i keep controlling. trying not to think abt it. i guess ching should know. act as normal, as if everything is still the same, yet my mind is in a mess. it's so hard to force a smile when ur mind tells u ur not happy at all.
after meeting for a while, baby drove me to dear's place. fell aslp in the living rm on the sofa. omg. first time slping in the living rm of his house. nvm. had some dream until collen called me. xia si wo. haha. cause his bro n his gf was in the room, so i gt no choice but to stick my butt to the sofa. humph.
not attending sch tml if baby is meeting me. haha.
somehow im getting some phobia. so many weird things happen. ppl ard me seems to have r/s prob. im fearing.
blogging at OD le. bye.
10:16 PM
