Thursday, October 19, 2006
you asked me to wait for you to come back from taiwan. you told me u were attracted to me the first time u see me. u told me so many things, but wad i wanna hear wasnt these. do you know that, the more u tell me abt wad u r thinking, the more i dun wanna let you go.
firstly u gave me hope, secondly the hopes jus disappear. i really dunno wad to do, wad to say. fri, u will be back from tekong, sat u will be flying to taiwan. i know u tried to meet me on fri, but u also know im meeting him. u know i miss u alot, u tried to meet up. time slot not available. sad.
i tried calling, couldnt get thru. though u did tell me tekong reception not very gd, but im still worried when u didnt pick the call or reply to my sms. i know u r very busy, handling 3 ppls work. i know i know.
u told me to concentrate in sch and also to concentrate on my auditing paper. i will. i will try my best, just for the sake of u. but do u know tt u keep popping into my mind. i wanted so much to own you, it's tough. very very tough.
in the morning u said tt u couldnt slp last night because i keep popping into ur mind. u msg me good night at 1.09am, but u slept at 2+. my heart aches. u are forever insufficient of sleep. hopefully u dun fall ill.
im trying to focus. focus hard.
12:12 AM
