Saturday, October 28, 2006
sad. i dun have to stay up waiting for his call, his sms. because he will not be back today. i tried not to think, tried not to put in too much hope. now dun need try le, i wun i wun i wun.
you asked me to wait for your return. i did as told. u told me to treat him nicely so he wun suspect, i did that too. you told me to study hard so tt when u r back, we can go out often. i did as told too. so wad did i get in return? nth of tt sort. u were jus saying it to make me happy. u make me happy, u make me sad. when u were enjoying urself in taiwan, i was suffering in spore. have i ever pop into ur mind during ur stay in taiwan, i doubt so. not even 1 sms, not even 1 call. i give up.
went heeren with my grp mates. interview NewUrbanMale boss. after tt went to buy their products. i bought a singlet which cost 59.90 but with a 20% discount. wahaha. wanted to buy a flip flop but somehow i jus dun really wear it, so forget abt it. bought a tee from fresh imp. den went to have our lunch at 4pm. see, shop until forgot to eat. lol. but i wasnt hungry.
poor pearly, have to hear me rant. rant abt whether HE will be back today, rant whether HE will remember me etc. so it was all a dream all along. forget it, im not gonna talk abt it anymore.
so p, i believe u are so darn happy right now??? but too bad, it didnt really affect me. boo.
10:57 PM