Thursday, September 21, 2006
it's ending soon. i realised after so much quarrel my love for him faded. real lots. i dun wanna carry on and make myself hurt every single day. im so tired.
problem lies with, i dunno how i should tell him. consult pearly but she told me not to pick his call, not to find him etc. he's so violent. how to? if i dun pick, he call my hse. play with my hse phone. prank calling. i wonder why, why do guys like to lie. will lying make them happy?
WO HEN LEI HEN LEI HEN LEI.
I want to break. i want freedom. i want to be able to hang ard with guys carefreely. maybe it's really time to break...
saw terence today. he's still so cool. muahaha. but i wasnt in the mood. cried before meeting him. again i gt scolded for nth. when i saw terence he thought i was sick, but haiz. why why why. i rather erm....haha....kelly u know la. i
miss terence. he's going oversea. leaving tml. 7pm flight. aw!!! i so wanna meet him.
wadever u ppl wanna say abt me den jus say. i admit i super flirt. i change heart very easily. the reason why i change heart is when i realise the person i love a lot have no more feelings for me, when i realise i've been hurt in a r/s. i miss the time when i was playing hard to get. there's so many choice be it gd or bad. too bad, im so stupid i found myself a bad one.
guys, wake up. even if u guys are flirt, it doesnt mean the girls will not. dun carry youself too high. i know there will be revenge, but im not afraid. i wan to hurt guys, i wan them to know the feelings of hurting gals. bloody fucker.
gt my gems registered. thanks to shi jie and joseph. haha. i was so scared. server suddenly down. heng heng. joseph alerted me once the server resume. heh heh.
meeting up with collen soon. looking forward. so far tt's gonna be the only program i have. im not meeting him tml, and maybe not anymore. i'll be so free now.
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