Saturday, August 05, 2006
erm...interview finish le. turns out okay. when it's my turn i was like 'oh shit'. scared i might take a long time to reply. nvm abt tt. everything is over now. haha. teacher was like asking, 'do you have any more qns abt the company'. think think and think. final ans is 'no...erm...' stop dere. alrite. dunno how to continue. so tt ends the interview. worse still, i repeat my words twice when she asked me to 'tell me more abt yourself'. diaoz.
had a very bad quarrel with him. thru out the whole night, he was scolding and scolding me non-stop. i tried taking as if he was singing. but it gt so horrible. cried when i was in the cab on the way home. really cnt stand him anymore. i didnt say much when he was scoldin me. jus kept quiet and he continues scolding and it gt worse. forget it.
i shant carry on complaining. we are fine now jus tt feelings for him fades. i dunno. im considering if i should ends everything. i wan to concentrate on my exams, but everytime when im having exams we will start quarrelling. haix.
i need a break.
yesterday marks the end of 1st sem. so fast. haix. im kinda scared. i hate business law. i dunno how to apply. haix. w/o the correct ans for tutorials. like wth. i hate memorising. pls save me.
had a talk for the year 3 elective modules. thinking of taking up IAP. but when lecturers said if too many ppl want, they might hav to take into consideration the credits for the students. there goes my chance. haix. suan le. ching if we really cnt get in we still can take up others de. let's jiayou.
but somehow half-way thru the talk, i was wondering, 'do i really want to be an accountant in the future'. i thought of overtime, i thought of my results. but there's nth i can do. i choose accountancy after o lvl. my first choice. i could still recall how happy i was when i got into accountancy. so i believe everything is destined.
having pre-exams insomia. shit. been unable to fall aslp for the past few days. count sheep, toss and turn. so hard to fall aslp.
okay i tink i should go and study now. BUT I DUN HAVE THE MOOD. argh!!!
alrite. really have to end here le. lappy running out of batt and im nowhere near the plugs. haa.
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