Tuesday, August 29, 2006
done the updating jus now le. but feeling kinda down. after tt call, it dampens my entire mood.
sometimes when i thought tt everything was going smooth and fine, things starts to crop up. it makes me so tired and fed up. i really dunno wad's my reason for staying. i dunno wad's my reason for being so forgiving on him. i really dunno wad's with me. in the past, i wouldn't bother much. now, look!
i dunno perhaps i should gave the chance to others who treat me much better than him, maybe there should be some breathing space for each of us. maybe we should levae it other for a few days and then get back together IF we think there's rrly true love.
how many times, how many times have u promised not to treat me like this. i wanted so much to let go, when i thought it's all healed, u wan me to go back to you.
why why why. why is loving someone so tiring?
10:30 PM
