Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Was utterly disappointed, sad and irritated. Somehow I want to be single again. I dunno why, so don't qns me abt that. C have started contacting me ever since he noticed me shopping at jurong point. I know you people might think that im flirting ard again but sorry to disappoint u ppl, im not.
C had been going after me when I was in sec 3. He’s already attached, so am I. Somehow I could interpret his words from those messages, but I dun feel anything for him. No worries.
This morning quarrel with him again. Called him ard 8 plus, he sounded so rush, so I asked him, ‘u very rush meh’, den he say ‘you know wad time already?, my time shows 8.15am’ (when mine shows 8.08am) so I told him, ‘go la, go and work la, I wan go back to sleep le’. Someone not happy already. Scolded me throughout the whole conversation, said im the one looking for a quarrel. When his mum was ard in the living room with him. After tt put down the phone.
He missed call me for 10 times. I dun wan to pick up. I know im looking for trouble and more quarrels if I were to pick up the calls. Another part of me feels like giving up. Really giving up. ( for those who hates this phrase because u dun tink I will do so, jus scram, dun tag me too)
You always malign. Everytime when I call u out of concern, u says im looking for some quarrels. Have you ever care about how I feel? Whenever you are upset, angry, pek chek, you are always venting our anger on me. And when I cried so hard, den u started regretting, apologizing. How long do u wan to hurt me? U wan a long-lasting relationship, but look at the way you treat me.
‘fen shou kuai le’ and ‘ai mei’ best suits our situation. Maybe the latter suits me more.
I dunno whether I should be meeting you later, or should I treat you the way I treat darryl. By ignoring u, ignoring ur msg, ur calls. Im thinking. Considering.
10:50 AM
