Wednesday, June 07, 2006
was getting a lil frustrated over some minor issues. i dunno why either. haix. these few days will be a hectic week. e learning, projs, etc. dun even have time for blogging. as you ppl noe, i blog almost everyday. well should concentrate on my studies first.
connections at home have been giving me lots of headaches. cant even go online, cant even access to the internet. feeling so fucked up. jus let me vent.
quarrelling with dear almost everyday. dunno why he's always putting words into my mouth. c'mon, going to 1 year already. sometimes i will ask myself, for this 1 year, how much have i sufferred. okay, let's not put it as sufferred. it sounds terrible. how much have i tolerated? how many times did we quarrel over minor issues. maybe this can last for 1+ yr, but i dun tink we can last as long as we planned.
rmb last night, i told you, all my dreams were scattered. living in fairy-tales. haa. i dunno wad's wrong with us, we've been quarrelling non-stop from sunday to tues. everytime u put words into my mouth. we appeared so loving in front of outsiders, den wad actually happen at ur hse, over the phone, u urself knows the best.
e learning, so far i've only done the pathetic ejs. wad abt the rest of the modules. fuck. i dun even have connections at home, how am i going to complete everything on time.
who should i blame? my bro for not signing up wireless for us when dad asked him to do so? idiot. idiot. idiot.
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