Sunday, May 14, 2006
i know i should be studying and not blogging at this time. haha. i couldnt concentrate. bed was right behind my study table, laptop was jus in front of me. my hands gt itchy as usual. heex.
feeling kinda sian right now. aniwae today was mother's day. we didnt go for celebration. haha. my bro n me bought one dennis
(not very sure correct spelling) watch for mum. costing us ard $68. well, reasonable la.
it's time to be frank la. sometimes i wished we hadnt started. i dunno why i felt this way. somehow i find it so difficult to trust u. dere's a feeling tt u are trying to hide something. i dunno whether it's true anot. im trying, im trying really hard okay. trying to maintain this r/s. u dun assure me, this makes me insecure being with u.
my od frens all persuaded me to leave u, they know im been treated really badly in this r/s. i know they doesnt wan mi to suffer. the reason i still stay is because i still
love you. or maybe im getting used to hanging out with u. i read marie's blog. she said love can only last for 4years after which ppl get used to the other parties' companionship that made them stay with each other.
that's why im doubting.wadeva it is, i'll still try to maintain till the day i couldnt take it.
rest assure.
1:13 PM
