Saturday, May 20, 2006
dear diary,
haa, should be slping now, but dunno why im still here typing this entry down. haha. did FACC until pek chek. liew, really feel like giving up lo, but haix. it's too late le. i should have made the decision 1-2 months ago.
wadeva. wad's done cannot be undone and wad's said cannot be erased. hey, realised this is my fav phrase. lol.
had lesson till 5pm. but halfway thru taxation i realised im shutting off. and i mean SHUT OFF. my mind wasnt concentrating, i seriously need slp. previous nite i've been trying to numb myself till 2am. because well, i dunno how im going to phrase it. simpliest way is, 'i wasnt happy'. i vent it by not allowing myself to slp, so tt i wun tink too much when i decide to go to bed.
juvenile eh.
next week will be facc and tax pp. haix. really dunno how to cope. very stressful in poly. or maybe business sch. yah, i tink so. my fren is super slack okay. so jealous of tt dumbo.
anyway my fren told me he feel like quitting sch and den study at shatech. haha. first impression was, 'wow, tt sch gt 1 gay leh'. haha. okok, i still couldnt accept the fact tt gays do exist but c'mon, whoelse can? will try to adapt because the world is round. it's turning every min, every secs. so tings will eventually change. right?
enough of my craps. i need slp.
1:39 AM
