Monday, December 29, 2008
erm...hahaha...
alright to start off with, i didnt go out during christmas eve. and so baby also skipped his friends' gathering. because everything was planned TOO LATE...and den during christmas i met up with collen for dinner ard my area, she accompanied me till baby knocked off.
went to ang mo kio s-11 and met up with his friends. still i dun lik the topic they talk abt. because there's some dirty topics. i only talk abt dirty topic in front of girls. so when his friend started with dirty topics i dun really like it. and somemore it's abt his gf who's sitting beside me, beside him. lol.
took the last train to his uncle's hse. stayed over. we had the whole room to ourselves so we chatted abit b4 falling asleep. because it's been a rocky relationship. sometimes i dun feel secure. sometimes i dun like the way he treat me. i just hope tt he'll treat me better.
the next day we woke up at 11.50am. cooked maggi for lunch, headed to the market near his area, and then baby acc me to shop at fareast. bought a tube dress from zimple. baby didnt buy anything. went to meet up with another friend of his at bukit batok. had steamboat at his friend's gf's aunt hse. and den we took a cab back ard 9.30pm.
i love spending the night with him, i love to sleep beside him because he's always the one who will cover the blankets for me, will whisper into my ears when he woke up. be the first to kiss me etc etc.... jus hope tt our relationship will get stronger and quarrels will be lesser.
i promise to give my all in this relationship. he's someone i definately will not want to lose.
and the happiest thing tt he once told me was he felt very touched when i gave up my 3 years r/s with tt bastard and be together with him.
history will not repeat itself because i vowed and i sweared tt i will not give u up even if there's someone better. because no one is perfect. i'll learn to accept ur weakness will learn to compromise, will treat u better than b4. i will not let my temper control this relationship. thanks baby for giving in to me all the time.
i love you baby!
12:22 AM
Sunday, December 21, 2008
been sometimes since i last updated. been getting lazier which i dunno why.
concentration in school has been worst. i cant imagine what i am doing. paying for the sch fees but chatting happily in class and worse of all, not even revising any homework. i dun wan this lifestyle. i hope to get a degree but i dunno why there just seems to be no motivation to study. not at all.
imagine the theory like human resource management! it makes me sleep.
i need to change. really but i dunno when...
i miss my boyfriend.
10:57 AM
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
met up with kelly chinghui and von last saturday. thanks for the faceshop nail polish and nail arts and thanks for the treat at wong kok. =) no photos taken because simply forgot. hahaha.
yesterday was baby's birthday. i bought him a sony mp3, made him stars, birthday card and....went over his hse ard 7plus. suppose to wake up at 6am but i reached home ard 2 plus the night b4 and i couldnt wake up in time. sorry baby. cook egg mee sua for him but end up he cook cause im scared of the 100 degree celsius water. lol. though we did quarrel abit la.
after accompanying him to work i went home for some food and bath. baby washed my hair for me on knowing tt im too lazy to wash. after tt i took a bus to jurong point to collect his birthday cake but then when i reached there, baby called and said he wants to come over because he's afraid i might topple down fell down or got knock by ppl. lol.
walk ard the new shopping mall while waiting for baby to reach.
sometimes we are very nice, sometimes we can quarrel like fuck. but im sorry baby for not making u happy during ur birthday. u still have to come and 'hong' me during ur birthday. sorry. =(
10:50 AM
Thursday, December 11, 2008
对一个人的信任只能到一个阶段。。。我也告诉了我自己，我不会在去信任任何人。。。也不要再去相信他们的诺言。。。也告诉了自己，我一定要对妈妈和爸爸好一点。。。一定要把他们放在心里的第一位。。。因为再也不会有人比他们还要爱我。。。爸爸也让我感受到了父爱。。。他对我的担心和疼爱，我明白了。。。不想再让他们担心。。。
从前的我，会把男朋友放在心里的第一位，不管父母怎样说他们，我都毁很不开心，现在我不会了。。。父母都会是我心里最重要的人。。。也是我现在的男朋友让我明白了父母应该在我们心里的第一位。。。
只要我爸爸一天没有打我，没有人有资格动我一根毛。。。
我把心里话都和fiona说了。。。心里真的比较舒服。。。也因为和她说话，我们两个都没有听到课！哈哈！
今天的我，很不舒服。。。眼睛又肿，有伤风。。。早上有无段段在巴士里哭，到了裕廊东也哭。。。可是我想再也不会了。。。。今天也将会是我最后一天在裕廊东和他吃早餐。。。我相信如果他说得出口，就代表他有那个意思。。。所以我告诉了自己，如果他一提出说不用来了，我就再也不会过去，如果一天他再提出分手，我也不会留住他了。。。
11:01 PM
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
11:05 PM
Sunday, December 07, 2008
just before it marks the end of my birthday... i wanna thank von, ching, pearly, mely, mabel, fiona, sueping and junliang for wishing me happy birthday. thanks alot guys.
met up with iras ex-colleague. consist of yucheng, fiona, wai mun, vivian, jia wei and siok hwa. we went to wong kok for dinner and the restaurant gave me a photo frame with 'our wedding' written in front.
after tt met up with baby. he cook mee sua with eggs for me at 12am...7/12/2008...haha. and he made a card, bookmark and drew sth for me. thanks baby. and b4 i forget, he bought me a titus watch and a charles and keith bag.
his boss let him go at 3.30 today and we met up for dinner at vivo city, asian kitchen. initially i wanted to go crystal jade but after tt decided to go vivo since it's been a long time since i last went to vivo.
anyway also wanna thank ppl in tagged who wishes me happy birthday. thank god it's like 4 pages full of ppl. and those who wishes me in facebook.
thanks baby for celebrating this very special occasion with me. love you.
and tadaa~ end of my birthday
11:29 PM
Friday, December 05, 2008
他的话就像失去方向的箭，刺进了我的心里。。。
难过地说不出话来。。。
10:59 PM
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
this is funny...not even my birthday yet but i receive birthday wishes from ppl in tagged. they really got nth better to do.
sth wrong with my adapter...my bro said. where can i get adapters from??? sim lim??? hopefully junliang's bro is able to get it for me. *shake head*
busy watching fated to love you. but because everyone knows im a slow poker...i can stay in front of my laptop for days but...haven finish watching. cause i dun usually make myself sit there for long just watching shows. i think it's a waste of time. so i normally bloghop and watch at the same time.
9:49 AM
