Friday, September 29, 2006

so tired after 4 hours of lecture, and 2 hours of tutorials. haiz. this is gonna continue for erm...dunno 1 whole sem. grrr.... nvm. have to get used to it.

didnt know i was in the same gems as vincent. gt to form groups and my grp was the fastest to form. 3 yr 2 and 2 yr 1. wahaha. hopefully everything works. heh heh.

after sch, went to meet dear. after tt went out to have dinner at je. meet his fren after tt. and home sweet home.

used dear's hp to msg terence jus now. haha. farnie seh. lol. nvm. at least gt to see his msg and replies.

bored~

most probably visiting granny tml. she's going china on sunday with my grandfather with the FM958. haha. guess im not sending her off. so go meet her tml. heex.

i feel so broke. $10 left for tml and sun. first time feeling so broke can. haiz. dunno how i manage this time de money. the feeling sucks lo. ching n kelly also abt the same as me. dunno is it sch reopen pay for too many things. tt's why or i holiday spend to much. there goes my perfume. haiz.

going off. =)

11:13 PM

Thursday, September 28, 2006

i tink my heart is dead. the love i used to shower him no longer exist. i treated him like any normal friends. dun ask me why. the feelings isnt the same anymore.

when u do things, u nv think of how i will feel. so wad for? every movements of urs makes me hate u more. i dunno why also.

everything jus pissed me off. i cant tolerate my mother nonsense. cant tolerate their stupid nagging. wad the hell. i simply hates everything ard me. dun provoke me.

hatred

hatred

and

more

hatred....

went bowling with ching, kelly, von, winnie, szeling and erm...no one le la. go also nv play. haha. firstly my fingers gt stuck, second i fell down. wth. so paiseh lo. haiz.

lectures tml. happy. so tt i wun have so much spare time to think think and think.

i wanna end everything. be a happy gal forver. hais.

9:32 PM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

last night a guy call terence chatted with me over the phone. he told me sth which make me very sad. but haiz, if there's really no more fate, den really mus end it. the whole nite i couldnt slp. cried and cried. i fear losing him.

msg him. didnt call back because he's fast aslp.

in the morning, i told him abt terence. he's not the terence i like de. haha. den he was very very angry with me. scolded me over the phone etc. sad. at least im honest to him. at least i let him know. at least i tried to work out the whole relationship. wad abt him?

had a big quarrel with him just now. very sad. sometimes i really wanna give up, but i dunno wad is stopping me. really clue-less. i dun have the ability to be independent. maybe i relied on him too much. every wed, fri etc, ard 5 plus will go look for him. time passes real fast for me. but...well, i dunno wad i should say.

he claims tt i make him tulan. talking to me will make him vomit blood. so i told him den break. if it's so difficult den no point being together. frm then he started scolding me non-stop. i did so many things for him, did so many things for his family, and this is the kind of treatment i gt. housework like sweeping the floor, mopping the floor, washing of toilets, everything i do for them. i didnt even help mum at home. i didnt even dare to tell dad. i know he will be so heartbroken if he found out. why his daughter turn out lidat? it's all because im under the control of love.

my mind is in a mess. i feel so terrible.

SK called. telling me my necklace is ready for collection. im still thinking if i should collect. so many memories. it's bought by him. memories but the purpose wasnt there already.

he's confessed.

everything is ending.

11:01 PM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

last night too tired to re-type everything. so erm, okay since im so free now, den i shall jus blog. haha.

woke up early today. 6am. reached sch ard 7 plus. haha. so tired. nvm la. cause today mus submit the IAP. reached sch, den quite a few lining up le. haha. not only are singaporeans kiasu, even SP students are kiasu. contradicting. arent most of the SP students singaporean?

hmmm... nth much. today is mum's birthday. ordered a cake for her le. heh heh.

byez

10:07 AM

Monday, September 25, 2006

i dun wanna retype everything. grrr....so no entries today.

6:58 PM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

i seriously hate him to the core. i dunno why. everytime say he let us use the room. pls la, the door is not locked. u can come in anytime lo. wanted dear to help him put nite coupon everyday. but u behave in such a stingy manner. i go ur hse at least gt help with housework etc, wad abt ur own gf.

am i wrong when i say that? ok, i know im not wrong. so if by chance u manage to view this, im open to it. im speaking the truth. i dun care. the room is urs, anytime u wan to come in is ur business, we didnt lock the door. bastard.

had some quarrel with dear. ching knew abt it. shall not mention much here.

hope dear's fren next week can pass the car to him. so we fri, sat and sun nite dun need to see his STUPID BLOODY BROTHER face. muaha. really fcuk up. everytime show ppl ur lan jiao face. shouldnt u feel happy that im helping u keep ur rm clean. bloody hell.

ok ok. shall end here before 4 letter words come out of my mouth. duh~

10:23 PM

Saturday, September 23, 2006

went shopping with collen today. shiok. stupid pearly nv come with us. humph. nvm we met her at fareast with her sis. hmmm....bought a top costing 22.50. very nice.

when we reached orchard gt 2 guys followed us. idiot. wad create talents. so lame.

after shopping at fareast we went to bugis. looking for skirt. haha. saw the skirt i wanted. heng today i didnt spend too much. control. haha. usually i go shopping will spend until 100 plus de, but today li wai.

stupid collen took my photo during my making-up in the toilet. wanna see den refer to her diary.

saw superband qian ming hui at fareast too. haha. interesting.

after shopping went to look for him. den his dad's fren send us back. haha. gt ppl comment i pretty wor. going to fly le. but den he told tt uncle 'no la' grrr....nvm.

watch tv. den chat with his mum. they went to a fortune-teller. he told her within this chinese 8 mth, u will fall down. is very serious until will need to be hospitalise. this cannot be avoided. i heard le xia dao. haiz. den i told dear to tell his mum i will help her mop the floor, she dun need mop lo. tml going over ard 1 plus to accompany her cause no one at home. i tink she hear le also scared. haiz. i really dislike ppl to go see their fortune. it makes one really worry for them. but no choice, she insist.

shall go watch tv le. bye.

10:37 PM

Friday, September 22, 2006

like i've said, i'll update more at nite.

cont from the conversation:
ter: haha...cheeky girl no wonder so familiar
me: me cheeky?
ter: no no me cheeky you pretty ya...so he changed his number because of pretty girl...i still thought he owe loan shark..haha

me: haha. no la. buy phone sign line ma. lol. u know the meaning of cheeky?
ter: cheeky is like abit of naughty but the nice kind right? or is it something bad
me: to me is sth bad ba. cheeky is someone who's impolite n some sort of shameless. haha.
ter: oh...haha one word can have 2 different meaning to 2 different person so interesting oh then im not cheeky har. wait u get the wrong impression

me: haha, maybe it got different meaning to different ppl ba. haha. ur gd will mind i lidat sms anot?
ter: hmm..good question.. we also never say anything explicit mah. jus talking right. will he jealous that's what i more concern about. my gf is in taiwan and she wont be able to see until me or her fly over so by then i should have told her abt u liao.

me: he jealous ar? i dun tink so la. he cant even be bothered abt me. u going which conuntry?
ter: ah...why do u sound like you had a quarrel? andy bothers but duno how to show it tt's all. he not so clever but gt a gd heart

me: if he really bother he would not have shouted at me and scold me at the slightest mistk. we have been quarrelling non-stop since sunday
me: by the way dun let him know abt all these msg
ter: ya i won't wait he took it to heart then i jump into pacific ocean also cannot redeem myself
ter: in a r/s at first very nice because very fresh..the challenge is how to endure each other's mistk and it takes two to learn.
me:i jus called him i told him i msg u bon voyage n his attitude changes completely
ter: what do you mean change completely?
me: he doesnt sound happy n jus hang the phone. well, sometimes i admit i cnt tolerate mistk made by him. but the way he speaks to me sometimes is too much

ter: haha.. it takes two to clap doesn't it. well he jealous, not happy shows that he cares alot that's why he behaves in this manner. oh im going to australia.
me: haha. i know he will be jealous. i will be jealous too. but our quarrel has been too frequent till i find my love for him faded. wah aust so cool
ter: no no not faded lah silly..jus that now too many unhappy things in your mind that's all, they have clouded your mind.
me: but it doesnt seems to leave my mind. he expect me not to tink of those unhappy things. he can jus forget everything the next morning but i cant. it haunts me
ter: well have to learn to put it aside if not which ever r/s you r in will not last
me: ya quite true la. mus learn ba. haha. u very busy ar?
ter: not really lah. forget to take something so fly back to take. old liao brain no gd memory
me: wah fly back. haha. so u boarding soon or...?
ter:be at airport by 6pm lo.
me: oh haha. ok lo. be careful too. haha.
ter: haha you loss for words har
me: wad u mean by i loss for words? lol
ter: oh your last sms seems like you duno wad to say it's only ok and haha.
me: no la. scared disturn dao ni ma. haha
ter: i should be disturbing you. no lesson today?
me: no la, haha. now still holiday..next week den school reopen. haha
ter: wa so good

hehe. ok la. afterall i can only say gt those brotherly love for him nia. haha. he's 28, while im 18. muahaha.

he called andy ard 6 plus and pretended tt he doesnt know the person who msg him was me
ter: u jus now sms me ar
him: no la.
ter: i thought u sms me. den i dun care. and i thought my hp spoil cus u sms me dun have ur name.
him: no la, my gf msg u la.
.....

hehe. thanks thanks terence for covering up. u can go be acotr le. muahaha.

10:27 PM

i couldnt control myself. i msg terence. omg omg omg. haha. im so happy. missed him so much okay. so sad. he's leaving tonight. haiz.

me: bon voyage
ter: thank you
me: you know i who meh? haha. welcome.
ter: must be someone i know that's why can send me this sms.
me: haha, me andy friend la. anyway tk care too
ter:oh...no wonder your no. so familiar..haha..
me: familiar meh?
ter: did call before right?
me: hmm..no i dun remember calling u before lehx. haha.
ter: i tink is i call you haha
me: u call me? no la, me and andy no. ard the same
ter: oh then must be my mistk but your no. realli familiar
me: andy no. = 8888888 my no.=8888888 ( of course tt is not the no. la) know why it looks familir? haha.

can u actually believe this??? i miss him i miss him i miss him. omg. pls wake me up.

more updates at night. heh heh.

1:42 PM

Thursday, September 21, 2006

it's ending soon. i realised after so much quarrel my love for him faded. real lots. i dun wanna carry on and make myself hurt every single day. im so tired.

problem lies with, i dunno how i should tell him. consult pearly but she told me not to pick his call, not to find him etc. he's so violent. how to? if i dun pick, he call my hse. play with my hse phone. prank calling. i wonder why, why do guys like to lie. will lying make them happy?

WO HEN LEI HEN LEI HEN LEI.

I want to break. i want freedom. i want to be able to hang ard with guys carefreely. maybe it's really time to break...

saw terence today. he's still so cool. muahaha. but i wasnt in the mood. cried before meeting him. again i gt scolded for nth. when i saw terence he thought i was sick, but haiz. why why why. i rather erm....haha....kelly u know la. i miss terence. he's going oversea. leaving tml. 7pm flight. aw!!! i so wanna meet him.

wadever u ppl wanna say abt me den jus say. i admit i super flirt. i change heart very easily. the reason why i change heart is when i realise the person i love a lot have no more feelings for me, when i realise i've been hurt in a r/s. i miss the time when i was playing hard to get. there's so many choice be it gd or bad. too bad, im so stupid i found myself a bad one.

guys, wake up. even if u guys are flirt, it doesnt mean the girls will not. dun carry youself too high. i know there will be revenge, but im not afraid. i wan to hurt guys, i wan them to know the feelings of hurting gals. bloody fucker.

gt my gems registered. thanks to shi jie and joseph. haha. i was so scared. server suddenly down. heng heng. joseph alerted me once the server resume. heh heh.

meeting up with collen soon. looking forward. so far tt's gonna be the only program i have. im not meeting him tml, and maybe not anymore. i'll be so free now.

9:44 PM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

hurt. very very hurt. sometimes i really dunno wad i can say. ppl says, in a r/s, not happy jiu break up, but for my case, it's so difficult. not as easy as wad u ppl may think. mus thank pearly esp for calling and chatting with me, let me vent it out, heng my shouting doesnt scare her. next is mus thank kelly for sms-ing with me. so bored staying dere to wait for someone who dun care. haix.

i jus wish for someone who can dotes on me, pamper me, give in to me. it's hard.

went bowling with szeling, ching and kelly. haha. fun fun fun. it's addictive. more bowling session please. haha.

tml mus register gems again. everytime when i think of it, i will get panic. must set alarm, tml 8am mux wake up. give shi jie morning call orelse i dun have gems le. shijie u mus cooperate with joseph. heh heh.

tired le la. haix.

tu ran hen xiang fang sheng da ku. wo fang qi le. she mo dou bu yao le.

11:28 PM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

can u imagine!!! i drop the ERP for gems. so me now dun have any gems. it's a risk ok. now im snatching with junliang de fren. pls pls pls. ladies first. i beg u. i beg u. sobs. very very disappointed today. kelly, thurs u mus snatch for me wor. if get pfp, i treat u lunch, if nv get pfp, hmmm....i treat u drinks. heh heh. hen hao hor. bleahs.

woke up so early jus to go kelly de hse reg, now leh, gt nth. sobs. wo bu yong tk gems le. wahaha.

walk ard at causeway. wanted to buy ring frm goldheart, but @#%^&*! so ex can. the cheapest is 400+. i cant afford ok. duh.

left kelly de house ard 4 plus. u guys mus be wondering why not i stay until 5 to do the reg rite? cus im meeting dar. haha. hmmm, actually im starting to actually feel distance from him. how sad. but haiz, i know this feelings can be found back de. =)

tink i shall end here. pls pray hard for me to get into the gems i wan. if not i die le.

10:33 PM

Monday, September 18, 2006

was feeling OKAY. still he pretended as if nth happens. should i let bygones be bygones or should i carry on pursuing it. well, he doesnt even know im unhappy. so wad's the point eh.

rot at home. nua on bed. haha. see im jus so lazy. wahaha. not in a very good mood though.

last nite was a hard one. it's been so long ever since i cry myself to slp.

jus wanna say sth here. not to aim anyone, not to pin-point anyone. this is my diary, my say. i vent it out here, not for ppl to sympathise me, not asking for pity eh. so jus scam if my diary in any way makes u unhappy.

hoping my 1 word reply will jus shut u off. darn bastard.

im so tired.

3:50 PM

Sunday, September 17, 2006

shopping with pearly and collen was cool. haha. it's been so long ever since the 3 of us came out together. haha.

did 2 good deeds today. firstly, i saw 1 old man w/o seats, and i gave up mine to him. secondly, another china man drop his 10 bucks on the floor without realising it, i pick it up n return to him. happy happy. sometimes i hope someone will do the same if it happens to me.

anyway bought rosebourbon perfume from sasa. top up mask to make it 80 bucks so tt i can get free $5 discount. haha. so bought quite a no. of mask lo. heh heh. more masking next week. going to sch reopen le.

idling left me to think of some things which i shouldnt be thinking. i dun feel secure with him. as i've mention previously, his feelings for me faded. today i have confirmed tt it's true. i dunno why either. his feelings not the same anymore, the way he treat me is like SHIT. the way he talk to me is as if i OWE him 100 millions. marry? wad's tt?

chatted with collen and pearly abt marriage today. seriously, i've nv thought tt he will be my lifetime partner. sooner or later sth bad will happen to us. really. i didnt wanna say tt out to them both for fear tt i wun be able to control my tears. afterall i dun deserve such treatment. i know soon i will find someone who will treasure me more than he do.

cried in cab. cried hard when i was bathing. who can understand? no one. i know pearly can, but since now she's attached i cant be calling her at night and discrupt their conversation. it's so hard, so complicated. i wish i've someone who loves me more than i love him, i wish i've someone who will treasure me more than i treasure him. is it so difficult?

leave me alone.

9:45 PM

Saturday, September 16, 2006

nth much to do at home again. bored. the only word for me to describe wad im feeling now. rot at home again...

ytd went to look for dear. i find it so weird. first time so early go find him. haha. nvm. he left at 5.30pm. went to safti camp look for his fren. haha. omg. i couldnt stop looking at terence. well i dunno why la. but i find him handsome cum cute. when dear left his rm to disturb some sirs, im left all alone.

was treated to chocs and sweets by terence too. thanks thanks. haha. actually i love the way he talks to his gf. so sweet and like some sort of shajia. haha.

omg, i realised i've been thinking abt him recently. but dun worry, my feelings for dar is still strong. heh heh.

anyway ytd i brought my SK necklace for repairment. it broke off suddenly while i was reading the newspaper. heartpain. dar ask me buy a thicker one, but i chose to repair it. heex. anyway he was suggesting tt i buy another necklace so i can like change necklace easily instead of always taking the pendant out. thanks darling.

i feel like slping. this weather is so comfortable for sleeping.

1:27 PM

Friday, September 15, 2006

didnt attend any course today. everything comes to an end yesterday. last min told us we will b sitting for the test. haha. anyway it was okay la. some parts dun understand, the teacher taught too fast for us to catch up, etc etc etc. 50 bucks, eat our money. haha.

course was actually fun when someone sitting opp u point to u and make a pig face jus to tell u, 'hey u look like pig'. wth. haha. ok, had some fun and while ppl is paying attention to the teacher, someone ask u go online when he is jus opp u. haha. tt kuku.

suppose to be going out with classmates today but everything was cancelled. no place to go, some wanted guys to go, some -i dunno wad's the reason- anyway pearly's gonna keep me entertain on sunday.

somehow i miss shopping. but till now there's nth i really wanna buy. well, maybe perfume. haha.

someone strange added me in msn. saying he's frm SP triple E. his fren manage to get hold of my msn. fren's name is yixiang. anyone out dere knew this guy??? if u r reaing this, pls, dun give ppl's email without permission. it's irritating.

results drop. sad. i expected better, but i still i regret doing so badly in year 1. now i've no where to go. cant even enter uni. there's a blur vision for my future. wth.

sch's re-opening soon. i dreaded for it. unfair unfair unfair. haix. i haven even enjoy myself, i have to pia le. wth.

off~

12:41 PM

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

feeling a lil vexed. every lil things jus makes me fed up, tulan and make me lose my temper.

msg-ed with pearly. felt much better. at least with her i can jus say wadever shit i want. understanding and patient with me. when im bored, she'll msg with me to keep me occupied. i would say it's so hard to find a fren like this. i know she wun visit my blog, but at least a lil msg means sth. thanks gal. also wanna thanks my readers esp disillusioned. okay la, at least he's the one who bother to tag n 'entertain' me. wahaha.

i did mention i cant live without him, i did mention he meant a lot to me. but i know in his heart i no longer stand the same position in his heart. i knew all along after every quarrel his feelings for me faded. he dun dare admit. i dun wanna pursue further. sometimes i did think of giving this r/s up. i wanna be single again. i really wan to b single. im so tired of being tied down in a r/s. but it's hard. i regretted a lot. i did talked to pearly abt remaining single and how i missed those days whereby i can hang out with lots of guy friends, not worry-ing abt anything. now, i cant. i can only hang ard with gers. sometimes i wanted to know how guys think, wad's their opinon on some things, but i cant. cant talk to guys, cant meet them up.

jus let me vent. vent it all out. i hate everything. i hate putting on a smile. im not the 'yu xi zhen' in lovely samsoon who smile as if nth worries her. i can no longer carry the smile with me. sometimes i really feel like crying out loud. i wanna go back to sec sch. poly life isnt sth i enjoy.

set me free.

10:36 AM

Sunday, September 10, 2006

past 3 days overnight at dear's place. haha. was fun but a lil bored.

met collen on sat for lunch. tt ger is always so busy. haha. nvm. lunched at ljs. after tt went to sasa and den off we go. she go sch study and me, go back rot at dear's place. dear's working, so i stayed at home, do housework. toilet cleaning, window cleaning and sweeping the floor. haha.

at night went to vienna at united square. buffet. company's treat. haha. this time me eat will hua because i ate the ginseng fish soup, shark fin etc. haha. all expensive one. after the dinner dear sent his fren to their company den we went to find terence (dar's bud) at safti. went to a place which sells australian wine. each had a cup. it's ex. slack and chit chat dere. i guess terence wasnt really in the mood. believe he had a quarrel with his gf slept at 1 plus.

rot at home almost the whole day. slept till 10am. watch tv, snack-ed, maggie-ed den watch lil man. haha. by the way snakes on the plane was funny. haha. we were laughing at lil man. very cute indeed.

hd a lil quarrel in the evening. i abit bu-shuang la. because he claim tt he quit smoking but he dun dare to sumpa. so i was angry. didnt talk to him. den he like not happy, scold me etc. argh!!!! let's not talk abt it, dun wanna spoil my mood.

rot till 9pm den took a cab home. suddenly i dun lik my home. well, dun ask me why. i felt much more relax at dear's place. maybe because gt his company, maybe because he's beside me when i was sleeping. many many maybes.

ok, i've found the ans to my qns. yes i do love him alot. i cant let him go. without him my life would be empty. im so glad our quarrel has lessen. =) thanks darling. muacks.

think im going off to bed. my eye is so swollen. insufficient sleep. boo. nitex.

11:32 PM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

sleepy. not doing anything at home makes me sleepy and super lazy.

went to je library ytd to borrow some books. after tt went to dear's hse. nth to do. so bored man. haiz. getting lazy larhx.

woke up early and went for breakfast with parents and siblings. kway-chaped. kfc-ed for lunch. haha. go and count how many kilos i've gain. argh!!!....so bloody grrrr....

IM VERY SIAN AR. FUCK.

i tink im going to slp.

3:20 PM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

i dun deny im angry, frustrated and having low self-esteem. im starting to hate him, starting to curse him. everything seems to fade. i need to ask myself if i really love him, i need to wake up. i dun wanna waste my whole life being with someone i dun love anymore. im confused.

i know he's with a lady, i knew, but yet he dun admit. devastated i was. tired. exhausted. wadever u name it.

i read darryl's ex gf handwritten diary. no doubt it's still with me when i went to his hse last time. haha. he didnt ask back and i didnt bother to meet up to return it to him. i dunno why there's always someone trying to break up someone's r/s. the other party mus of course be a willing partner.

somehow i thought n thought. why why me. why am i always the one suffering in a r/s. i dun have any trust in him. i dun have any confidence in myself. moreover there are so many gals who are much more prettier than me. when one gets together with someone because of their looks, is tt call love. a definate NO.

feel like slapping him hard, feel like giving up. maybe these few days of staying at home really bored me to the extend tt im imagining things... i felt s if im struggling to keep up to this r/s. wad am i doing. going against my heart. fu*k.

bye.

4:38 PM

Monday, September 04, 2006

went running with ching and kelly. 3 rounds again. heex. but u know wad, i guess the more i run the more my food intake gets. i need to lose weight!!!! haha.

after running went to bowl. haha. it's fun. but we only played for 15 mins n tt's all. imagine 3 gals busy with 2 lanes. no time for resting. hell. hah.

after bowling went for lunch at fdcrt 6. den planned to look for poh but guess he not in sch la. nvm. headed to ching house. bought ice-cream near her void deck. went up her hse slack for a while lo. haha.

left dere ard 3.30. took 157 while kelly took 963.

there was this weird person. dunno is it male or female. chatted so openly with me. i mean like wad ching said, will a normal person tell someone all this stuff which their bf have done to them and worse is im a complete stranger.

petty, bastard, ungentleman, accuser, sore-loser, idiotic, disgracer yes yes yes, im describing u. no wonder ur sec sch fren hate u so much, no wonder so many ppl wanna beat you. no wonder u cant hole on to the prefect tie for the whole 3 yrs. haha. serve you right. bloody fool. muahaha.

11:18 PM

Sunday, September 03, 2006

been a lil tired recently. always taking a nap in the late afternn. so it will mean tt when sch reopen, i will feel tired. have to change tt habit of napping in the afternn, else im growing on my tummy soon.

tld my dad abt N73. now sintel promo @ $568. dad said his fren told him tt the price will drop during christmas and he ask if im okay with it. haha. no prob abt tt but but but, dar's bro told me tt Nseries phone hang very easily. haix. he ask me take the sony ericson also 3.2 megapixel phone. still considering if i should be taking N73 or SE.

recently nothing much happen. haha. so i also dunno wad to blog abt. everyone has been so busy recently cum i also dun feel like shopping. spent 200 plus already, dun dare spend too much le. no more shopping trips. haix. but ching, our date is still on. pls msg me again. haa.

love life was okay. only tt sometimes im thinking do i really love him or was jus for companion. haven find the ans to it. thinking hard.

shall end here. =)

9:25 AM

Friday, September 01, 2006

realised im kinda back to the obedient n homely gal. haha. when i stay at home too much i wun feel like going out. is this consider lazy or??? haha. i dunno.

anyway met dear. his bro also dere. so he drove us back.

dad suddenly ask me wan change wad model hp. haiz. so sudden until i also dunno how to reply. been eyeing on N73. because of its 3.2 megapixel camera. haha. i know it's super ex right now. haiz. wanted to trade-in my sharp phone but know wad's the price??? $50 when i bought it for 760+. very dulan. haiz.

kinda tired. haix.

nitex.

11:42 PM