Saturday, July 29, 2006
sorry for the negligence. recently was busy with projs and i have to slp ard 11 every nite. change of body clock. i dunno why either, ard 11, i will get sleepy and i have no choice but to slp. haha. so today it's a miracle.
met up for projs in sch. was late because there wasnt any bus insight. haa. tt's the disadvantage of taking a bus. after tt went clementi for lunch ard 3. after tt proceed to dear's house.
it's his dad's birthday, so went out for dinner. as usual, took dear's sis bf car. haha. well, nth much though. all i know is im super full until i feel like vomitting can. haha.
i miss bizarre. ended. tried ramly once, thrice for snow ice for 3 consecutive days. *slurps* wonder where gt snow ice. haha. in secondary sch, my area gt a stall whereby they set up snow ice and den many sec sch students will crowd ard, now want to eat snow ice also dunno where to find le. haix.
nvm.
dunno wad to write either. hahaha. byex.
11:15 PM
Monday, July 24, 2006
sometimes i wonder, why cant i have any privacy in writing here. like there's completely no freedom. i think abt the ppl reading, think abt so many things tt i will jus stop writing and rather keep them inside. well, i know this is my diary, my freedom of speech and my say. no one has the rights to stop me, but haix. forget it.
nth much to blog but i still have to blog abt some things here.
somehow i feel uncomfortable and i strongly dislike the way she speaks. i know she is tt sort of ppl, very direct erm...well, acutally not direct totally la, jus tt if 1 is close to her, and well maybe she dislike me or wad, she jus shoots wadever she wanna say. sometimes i wanted to shoot her back, wanted to scold her, sometimes i cant even stand her attitude, but on account tt she's still my classmates, i held my words.
to those who are reading: dun come and ask me who im referring to. esp von, haha, because she will definately ask me one. haha. to ching and kelly too. dun ask me. im not going to say anything.
and please, if u wanna talk bad abt someone, dun be so obvious. my sixth sense are quite accurate. so....i know you ppl are talking bad abt me. im jus pretending i dunno anything. ok?
6:09 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
finally tax test is over. feel so tired right now. wanted to let my mind take a rest but i doubt there's a chance.
ytd after tax pp, went to meet dear. planning to go out, bt dunno where to go. s'pore is so small. haha. anyway we went to arena, see his supervisor play bowling with colleagues, after tt went to bugis. walk ard dere, but i didnt buy anything. haha. cashflow prob. haa. left bugis ard 10, went to geylang. drove past those lor 18 etc. haha. so many prostitute kaex. lol. yucks!!!
by the time we reach geylang already 10 plus going to 11 le. slept all the way back because im damn tired. dear sent me home then.
on thurs went to imm, tamah jurong sheng shiong and dear's workplace, when i should be staying at home to study for tax. haha. besides tt i even pon blaw and rwps. who cares la, because it's once in a blue moon. =)
wed IS test. scored only 20/40. on the dot. fuck. nvm, like i've said no matter how much effort, it's not recognise.
going back to tues.
ok, guess i shall jus end here. such a lengthy entry because of tt particular person. haa.
10:42 AM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
exams schedules are out now. tax, follow by blaw, follow by facc and den lastly cost. right now im worried abt my blaw. so many things to memorise, so many things to study. i really dunno when to start, dunno whether i gt the time to start anot. tax and IS is jus this week. next week guess will be fully packed due to b law proj because we are only given 1 week to do. rwps report still uncomplete.
this time round i tink i have to cut down on tv, on sleep. haix. burning midnight oil soon. haha.
anyway i heard sth from yvonne ytd. once the news gt into my ears, i couldnt help but hate her so much. i mean though it doesnt concern me, but c'mon, the way she speaks is like -erm-...well, i shall not talk abt it here la.
=(
11:47 AM
Monday, July 17, 2006
hmmm....shall talk abt ytd. heex.
met dear, went to jurong point to shop ard. bought many tidbits, and actually i wanted to buy the jeans from gio, but but but...dun have 24, i tink sell finish already, so i was like -sian1/2- nvm. forget it. save money. haha.
before going back, went to SK. wanted to buy bracelet but 1 bracelet cost ard 2000 plus. price too steep u see, so dun wanna buy le. haha. in the end i gt myself a new pendant. haha. dear paid for it. anyway i also bought another pearl bracelet which cost erm...$19 from Sk too. haha.
very happy la. haha. so long nv shop with dear le. we always rot at home, so today...finally.
gtg. bye.
1:24 PM
Sunday, July 16, 2006
alright, shall update abit today. =)
hectic week ahead. maybe not to others but to me la. firstly, my IS. everything jus cant seems to go into my head. nvm, gt study can le. i cant possbily force myself into memorising it when my brain totally rejects wad's gone in. haa.
secondly, taxation. so scared can. everytime can do at home, undertsand etc, but base on tommy yee's tone, i dun tink he will set an easy pp. nvm.
hmmm...anyway had a quarrel with him on fri. jus because of a call from a job agency. hais. and tt bloody fella jus doesnt wan to hang up an keeps repeating tt im a potential one, there's many ppl out there who wans the job etc. tell him so many times tt i needs to concentrate on my studies cant it get into his bloody head. alright, i knoe he's doing his job, but i already tell him i dun wan it anymore. well, forget it. so dear was upset tt i gave my no. away after doing a survey for them, so he jus keep scolding me all the way. gt really very pek chek. thank god it lasted for only 2 hours.
bought 2 racer backs from gio ytd. finally. their racers are out. but not the material i wanted. anyway i dun tink it will give me probs like wad mango tees gave me. =) gio rox. may be going back to try out their jeans eh. ytd see le, quite nice.
guess im ending here. byex.
12:47 PM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
HARLOW!!! going to update le. heex. actually i really dunno wad to update. u know recently has been super busy, busy till the extend tt i dun have much time to use computer, dun have time for games. liew. alright. but i still gt time for tv la. haa.
hmmm...wanted to blog but i really dunno where to start from leh. shall let it stay in my mind. not gonna blog it down. lalala~
now having rwps. still im gonna repeat how boring the whole module is. we seems to learn nth, no one listen in class, well maybe got la, but tink should be ard 1-5 ppl listening. lecturer also sian. he really cannot tahan our class. haha. well, anyway he seems to hate us a lil, but who the hell cares. right?
gonna end here le lar. not much to blog also. haha. byez~
2:12 PM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
ytd update in OD. so nv blog here. haha. u noe i've been neglecting my od so haha, update i lil lo.
later going running with ching. haha. kelly not joining because he says bradley taking mrt to marsiling. so she wan to accompany him. haha. see, this gal here, zhong se qing you. haha. shhh!!!!
feel so tired man. morning eat durian. haha. my dad went to buy, so before meeting kel ching and mely, i eat durian first. haha. and den tada--- im late. nvm. ching also very late. met each other on the bus. =)
shall stop here.
11:45 AM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
hmmm....well, met up with dear. today he working, so meet him @ 4pm. didnt have dinner outside because his mum cooked our dinner and there's curry chicken. yumilicious.
seriously im putting on weight. i really dunno how to cut down on my snacks. haix. eat eat and eat.
ytd bro came back from korea. haha. so he bought me a crown skirt (which is jus too big for me), mascara and mask from the face shop. thanks thanks. and not forgetting my snacks frm korea. haa. he bought many ginseng tea dere to give my relatives. haha. i should have ask him to get me nougat. though he didnt go australia, but airport gt sell. grr... sad case.
heard from my parents tt my uncle lost his N80 in England. liew. he bought for dunno how much, den his company help him pay 200 bucks. so gd right. liew. now lost. haix. but heard tt he bought insurance. weird, now gt phone insurance ar??? can anyone update me.
will be staying up for world cup later. if tml cnt wake up i tink i will skip the lecture. =)
10:02 PM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
first of all, i want to complain abt my parents. buay tahan them le. so they are forcing me to fetch my bro frm the airport later. not i dun wan to go, but is because normally sat and sun is for him one. not for my parents. call me unfilial wadever you ppl wans. i dun care. i dun bloody give a damn. i hate ppl forcing me to places i dun like. i dun believe in picking someone up from the airport when the person stays with you. it's like wad for so many ppl pick him up. aunt, grandma, grandpa, etc. i dunno who's going too but to me, wad for. i rather send ppl off. i jux hope they can understand my point of view and not look deeper and starts accusing me of spending too much time with my boyfriend. c'mon, it's so hard to please either side and i seriously hope my parents will jus LET ME BE.
today gonna stay home all day. no one is gonna be at home and my bloody father ask me to look after the house. eh, if u wan ppl to look after ur hse den jolly well go hire a security guard la.
so i need find excuses to avoid the trip to changi airport later. how how how. test in sch or project which is due on mon??? i believe proj is better but they are now heading to m'sia. how how how???
by the way i've jus send an sms to my dad stating that im doing proj later. dunno wad he will say sia. scared scared scared.
8:28 AM
Friday, July 07, 2006
had a big quarrel with him in the morning. i dun wanna elaborate much on it. so tired right now. fuck.
hmmm...today i learnt a lesson, not to talk bad abt ppl behind their back. im talking abt one guy which sits behind me with his back facing me. haha. okok. so next time better not bad-mouth anyone. wahaha.
hmmm, update at night den. byex.
2:17 PM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
having IS lesson right now. super duper SIAN. walau, the week after next will be IS quiz. i like understand nothing. how how how???? read up also no use seh. haix.
dear was asking me this morning, 'wad are true friends for?' haa. well, i dunno how to answer. in fact was abit stunned. haha. nvm abt that.
needless to say, im gonna blog abt my classmates right now. sth which pissed me off in the morning. asked for sweets from mdm hei, guess wad my classmates (guys) said. im not gonna say it here la. i knew one doesnt meant wad he said but for another one, fuck him. i cant stand him from yr1. well, anyone wanna go tell him den jus go ahead. im not stopping you but this is my blog, so i believe i hav the rights to say wad i wan.
so bloody tired. going over to dear's place to study later. dunno whether can study anot, because their tv is always switched on. haha. shall see, shall see. boo.
tml having facc test.
by the way, my cost ytd sucks totally. i forgot to divide depreciation by 12, forgot where to include the freight outwards, and many many errors. haix.
shall stop here la.
9:22 AM
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
very long never update le. back for updating. =)
having rwps lesson nw. boring sia. haha. having cost accounting paper later. *letting out a big yawn* i hate it when test are after sch. so tiring.
bro flew to korea yesterday. so gd sia. haha. my parents like bu fang xin lidat. haha. which parent doesnt. haa.
past few days nth happen. everything under control. wahaha. didnt meet him ytd. anyway went for a haircut on saturday. haha. so my hair is sort of damage now. no more rebonded hair. like wth. eddie cut too many layers for me le. but most importantly, i manage to keep my length. =)
feeling so hungry right now. hope kenneth can dismiss early. im calling for FOOD.
hungry hungry hungry.
12:07 PM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
shattered hearts, shattered dreams. tt's wad im feeling right now. i've told you zillion times i hate ppl shouting at me in public. look wad u've done today. basically across the road. stares n looks frm all sorts of strangers. the way u grab my arms, you look so horrible, so much like a beast an ass-hole. im not talking bad abt u here, im stating the fact. ask urself, touch ur heart.
went into cab, even the driver asked me. even the driver ask me if ur temper were tt bad. i remembered wad u told me when i went into the cab. 'dun ever come back'. at tt point of time, i've given up. wadever u say will nv go into my head. all i knw is to leave immediately. yup and finally. i nv thought of going back to you, i nv thought of being together anymore. break ups were all over my head, controlling my every movement. maybe, maybe my brain maybe god also cannot tolerate the way you treat me.
chatted a while with the driver on the cab. he thought my guy ask for sex. haa. nvm abt that. he called suddenly. i thought we were supposed to be over. lame ass. reached hm, no one ard, so i bang the door, throw my things, bang my rm door etc. wadever things tt appear in front of me, i jus throw. i know im violent, but i really needs to vent. both my parents were angry with me, to make things worse, my bf actually sides with them, and quarrel and shout and vent on me. ytd i nearly ran away from home.
i've given up. everything doesnt seems to go well for me.
studies-> efforts put in not recognised
bgr-> forever not working well
family-> forever blaming me forever against me
one day im leaving this bloody home. if not for test next week, i believe im now at my aunt's or granny's place.
cost and financial test coming up soon. im telling you, 'im not going to study much because wadever time i spent on studies are NOT recognised.' marks still as low as before, ok i admit im the black sheep of the class. always the last few. haha.
if can transfer i confirm will transfer to pearly class. not so stressed. everytime when teacher says our class grades very good, i will be thinking, ya, good but look at my results, it sucks big time. ppl thought im not serious in my studies, ppl thought i never study, ppl thought i heck care. when i care so much, when i studied so hard. look at wad i've gt. a result which is so low tt i can even stand the first few counting from the last.
so im telling you im not going to put in effort.
by the way bought a pair of SK earring. dun ask me abt the price. i dun rmb, i dun give a damn. i only noe tt when im unhappy i tend to spend a lot. i dun even bother to find out the price. feeling so much better. i tink im going back tml to look for another pair or maybe a bracelet. SK jewelry and SKII rox. haha.
10:11 PM
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9:45 AM
